OHANA

 

DEAR OHANA

 

 

Nuruljannah.

Satu nama yang sangat familiar dalam kehidupan aku..

She is my sissy soul

my soulmate

my friend

my other half

my adviser

my teacher

my housemate

my classmate

my beloved bestfriend

and for sure ..

MY OHANA

 

Ada orang cakap susah nak cari seseorang yg btol2 dpt faham perangai kita ..

and yup.. I admit it ..

but now, I can prove it wrong since I've found this young beautiful lady ..

 

 

Just like a simple cliché story of friendship ..

mula-mula kenal rse mmg tak ngam langsung ..

awal-awal kenal dulu takde la tak suka langsung but I think she will never be my bestfriend ..

but im totally wronged since third semester when jannah and me become closer ..

a lot of things tht we shared ..

a lot of things that we hv done ..

she will be right beside me either im smile or tears at my face ..

she will be there ..

 

To Ohana :

Aku tahu dalam persahabatan bukan setiap detik kita gembira .. akan ada waktu dan ketika kita jatuh dan itu tak bermakna kita tak boleh bangun semula .

Aku tahu ..apa yang aku nak cakapkan ni mostly kau dah dapat agak tapi I will say it anyway ..

aku berkawan dengan kau lillahi taala ..I've say bout this before right ??

I love you my bestfriend and I know that you love me too ..

im really grateful for hving you as part of my life .. im just terrible to say it infront of you ..

macam-macam benda kita kongsikan

I hope that you'll never forget every memories that we hv shared together ..

Sekarang ni kita dah sem4 ..

aku mesti siapkan diri ..

untuk apa ?

aku kne prepare awal2 kalau nnti kita tak sama tmpt mse ojt nnty ..

wht im gonna do without sissy soul like you ??

its hard babe ..

and until nowadays im scared if that day will happen ..

but don't worry ohana ,,

I'll be fine and im very sure that you will be more than okay even without me ..

you gonna hv new friends ..

new life ..

for me, I will happy if my ohana happy ..

I keep remind myself for make sure my own happiness life  first before others ..

but you must know that you are part of my life ..

how can I will be happy if you are not ?

right ??

and another thing i wanna say is ..

i'll be there for you ..

always stand by you ..

you are my ohana ,

ohana means family that really bonded and nobody will gets left behind or forgotten ..

remember that ..okay ?

 

but ..

 

Babe,

One day I will gone ..

and we don't know who will go first ..

 

if I die,

the time will fly but the memories will stay,

there's no other the wind blow,

no one to hold your hand,

whisper to your ears,

walking together,

make anything insane.

All you have just my shadow ..

talking to you in thousand silent ways ..

 

My bestfriend,

I know that im not such a good friend for ya

but I tried my best for always make you happy ..

sometimes I make you annoyed but i be myself when im with you ..

 

Dear my jannah,

if the time has comes, i don't want you to cry ..

if tomorrow is the only day that we have, i want you to know that you are my 'anugerah terindah' ..

if we can arrange our own time to go, i will go peacefully when we already success like what we have

 dreams ..

 

If I die,

i want you to have my guitar ..

take it and play it like yours ..

Just remember our moment when i teach you basic chords ..

until now you can play it well even not very well ..

 

When we are far,

i will miss you..

hidup aku akan kosong tanpa bebelan dari kau ..

like seriously ..

its a lot to say ..

but alphabets is never enough ..

i pray to ALLAH for taking care of you,

give you HIS blessing

and makes you a good servant from now and here after ..

no words can describes how much i appreciate you ..

saranghaeyo chingguya ..

 

much love,

cakmir ..

 

sissy soul