Dear mum

Dear mum,
Now i know that living a life is hard
Appreciate is an important things
Loving with sincere heart
Speak true even its hard
More listen than speak
Earning money need a lot of effort
Must give 100% in whatever we do
Finding a good-sincere- heart friend is also hard
Nothing is easy for surviving life
We must live our life
Family is everything
Be quiet doesnt mean we are wrong
Lot of bullshit outside
Arrange our finance is a good thing
Saving a money for something impirtant
Relationship with our own siblings is very important

Dear mum,
Im adult enough this year
Soon will be my birthday
Thank God bcs giving me such an amazing mum like you
Teach me bout these and that
Whats right or wrong
Give me path for being good in our religion
Give me an education
Give me your endless love
Be my first teacher
Taking care of me everytime i fall sick
Be my advisor in every kind of my silly problems

Dear mum,
This post i dedicate for you
Even you'll never read this
May Allah always take a look at you for me
Bcs i know we always far apart
May Allah always keep you healthy
Stay pretty
Stay beautiful
Versatile
Smart
Gold
Keep your tawaddu' and istiqamah in every little thing you do
Im the lukiest person in the world for hving you as my heaven

Dear mum,
Yesterday i was searching a part timer job
Its really tough day in 2017
Its so hard for finding a job
Im very thankful bcs you give an education since i was kid
Just imagine an uneducation people who's struggling a job for living their life
I cant imagine if i was in their shoes

Dear mum,
Now i know the definition of life
A big thanks to you and bapak bcs raised me up in a good perfect way
No word can describe how thankful i am for having both of you
May Allah save two places in His heaven for you two
I love our family so much !

Dear mum,
Wait for my success day
The day i become an aircraft engineer
See your happy tears running down you and bapak face was my dream
The day i make you proud
The day i can give you money and take you for travel
The day all of our fmly can perform hajj together
I cant wait untill that day comes

Dear mum,
You are now at japan
And im very proud of you
May Allah always blessing you
I already miss you from here
Not just me, bapak and kakak also
Cant wait untill you come home

Last word,
I love you mum deeply !!!

Love,
Aisyahmahirahmustafa
a.k.a
Your lovely daughter

Friend of yours

Kadang-kadang kan, terasa aku ni tersangatlah teruk tiap kali buat member-member aku terasa ngn aku ..
Selalunya memendam adalah pilihan setiap hati dalam setiap diri manusia .. biasanya mcm tu lah kan .. but not her ..
You always tell me straight to the point if there's somthg inside your mind that make you feel uneasy or uncomfortable with me .. this is one of the reason why i called you ohana .. i found a sincere-good-friend since you are my bestfriend ..
Aku tau aku banyak buat kau terasa weyh, im so sorry .. mungkin aku terlampau emosi but i've tried my best for be the best as your bestfriend ..
Im sorry for all mistakes tht i've done .. sedar atau tak ..
I hope that you will end up read this but that's impossible .. aku taknak kau tahu kewujudan blog ni .. this is the last place utk aku cakap apa yg aku nak cakap tanpa ada persoalan drpd sesiapa ..
Im tired with the world .. which mean people tht live in the world .. aigoooooo chincah ???

Pepehal, aku sayang kau beb !  100% kannn ???

Love,
Cakmir ..

OHANA

 

DEAR OHANA

 

 

Nuruljannah.

Satu nama yang sangat familiar dalam kehidupan aku..

She is my sissy soul

my soulmate

my friend

my other half

my adviser

my teacher

my housemate

my classmate

my beloved bestfriend

and for sure ..

MY OHANA

 

Ada orang cakap susah nak cari seseorang yg btol2 dpt faham perangai kita ..

and yup.. I admit it ..

but now, I can prove it wrong since I've found this young beautiful lady ..

 

 

Just like a simple cliché story of friendship ..

mula-mula kenal rse mmg tak ngam langsung ..

awal-awal kenal dulu takde la tak suka langsung but I think she will never be my bestfriend ..

but im totally wronged since third semester when jannah and me become closer ..

a lot of things tht we shared ..

a lot of things that we hv done ..

she will be right beside me either im smile or tears at my face ..

she will be there ..

 

To Ohana :

Aku tahu dalam persahabatan bukan setiap detik kita gembira .. akan ada waktu dan ketika kita jatuh dan itu tak bermakna kita tak boleh bangun semula .

Aku tahu ..apa yang aku nak cakapkan ni mostly kau dah dapat agak tapi I will say it anyway ..

aku berkawan dengan kau lillahi taala ..I've say bout this before right ??

I love you my bestfriend and I know that you love me too ..

im really grateful for hving you as part of my life .. im just terrible to say it infront of you ..

macam-macam benda kita kongsikan

I hope that you'll never forget every memories that we hv shared together ..

Sekarang ni kita dah sem4 ..

aku mesti siapkan diri ..

untuk apa ?

aku kne prepare awal2 kalau nnti kita tak sama tmpt mse ojt nnty ..

wht im gonna do without sissy soul like you ??

its hard babe ..

and until nowadays im scared if that day will happen ..

but don't worry ohana ,,

I'll be fine and im very sure that you will be more than okay even without me ..

you gonna hv new friends ..

new life ..

for me, I will happy if my ohana happy ..

I keep remind myself for make sure my own happiness life  first before others ..

but you must know that you are part of my life ..

how can I will be happy if you are not ?

right ??

and another thing i wanna say is ..

i'll be there for you ..

always stand by you ..

you are my ohana ,

ohana means family that really bonded and nobody will gets left behind or forgotten ..

remember that ..okay ?

 

but ..

 

Babe,

One day I will gone ..

and we don't know who will go first ..

 

if I die,

the time will fly but the memories will stay,

there's no other the wind blow,

no one to hold your hand,

whisper to your ears,

walking together,

make anything insane.

All you have just my shadow ..

talking to you in thousand silent ways ..

 

My bestfriend,

I know that im not such a good friend for ya

but I tried my best for always make you happy ..

sometimes I make you annoyed but i be myself when im with you ..

 

Dear my jannah,

if the time has comes, i don't want you to cry ..

if tomorrow is the only day that we have, i want you to know that you are my 'anugerah terindah' ..

if we can arrange our own time to go, i will go peacefully when we already success like what we have

 dreams ..

 

If I die,

i want you to have my guitar ..

take it and play it like yours ..

Just remember our moment when i teach you basic chords ..

until now you can play it well even not very well ..

 

When we are far,

i will miss you..

hidup aku akan kosong tanpa bebelan dari kau ..

like seriously ..

its a lot to say ..

but alphabets is never enough ..

i pray to ALLAH for taking care of you,

give you HIS blessing

and makes you a good servant from now and here after ..

no words can describes how much i appreciate you ..

saranghaeyo chingguya ..

 

much love,

cakmir ..

 

sissy soul

 

 

 

 

 

 



How times flies

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2017 !!!

 

 

It has been a long time for me being an aviator.

Living in this field is quite difficult things that ever happen in my life babe ..

everything had changed ..

lover become stranger

stranger become friend

and

friend become unfriended ..

 

Nothing much to say ..

selalu nak update blog pasal perkembangan semasa tapi tak terdaya dek kerana kekangan masa.

Alaaa , lagipun siapa jer nak tahu perkembangan aku en ??? hiks

blog aku ni pun dh berhabuk siot .. skrg bru nak lap ni haa ..

sorry baby .. nnty I update slalu kayyy ??

 

okay laa ..

see you in next post ..

 

love,

cakmir ..