Dear umi,
Since you are gone, abah had replaced you taking care of me and he always say that he love me everytime i say i love him. He always cheer me up whenever i fall or failed in my exam. He always told me that life wasn't easy but every hard time have their own rewards.
Dear umi,
I want you to know that i am thinking of you every bit every second of my life. Even now also. I just ended my call with abah just now for wishing him happy fathers day. Its so touched to hear that he is so appreciate me even just a simple wish. Im so lucky for having you both in my life.
Dear umi,
Even right now you are not with us, but i still can feel your warm hug and your lovely kiss at my forehead. It feels like you are by my side right now. Only Allah knows how damn much i miss you. Everytime i saw abah, there's you too in him. I always see you in abah. Everytime.
Dear umi,
Abah taught me a lot bout life. He always having a heart-to-heart-talk with me. He is very soft spoken kind of person. He never dissapointed me like others do. Thanks God for made him like that.
Dear umi,
Raya Aidilfitri is just around a corner. How i miss to celebrate raya with you. You will be the busiest woman ever at hari raya's morning. Waking me up and ask me for get ready with my new baju kurung. And every year, you and abah will say ''dah besar dah anak dara kita ni kan bang?'' And that dialogue still fresh in my mind. 😭😭😭
Dear umi,
For sure i will cry everytime i miss you. But i want you to know that my tears can makes me stronger. Its a relief now after 'telling' you all this. I love you and abah untill the day i die. I promise you i will take care of abah. He is getting old and that makes me realize that the times ticking so fast. Im really really miss you umi.
For whoever read this post,
Please pray for my umi and may Allah grants His heaven for umi. Aamiinnnn.
Alfatihah buat Allahyarhamah Salmiah binti Adi.
Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.
Love,
Aisyahmahirah.
